You tell me we can start the rain, To wash the tears away

well Its been long as it always does and not much
moved from hither when I last looked at it...

all I learned over the this time is that
amount of pain in ur life is a constant......
u kill lower pains and higher pain will take over.....
its a pyramid basically....
I think of it like my little home town used to be gud b4 I moved arnd....
my frnd used to be happy with my organisation b4 he went arnd and had a
look at ms
said he - they have tennis court , basket ball court and wht not and v have nothing

kinda true, but wht if he never went around to have a look ...
well he wud have been contended and happy man

As I wud say, ignorance is bliss....
The more u see, more is the pain that finds its way to you....

I find ppl cribbing abt roads of the city, building, ac and wht not
I wud say that u have to think of a person lets say 500 yes b4 us
he knew nothing of this sort, yet he never cribbed fer it,
coz he knows not that such a thing wud exist......

Think a hundred 100yrs from now, ppl sayin I'll leave this town bcoz the wall crawler here are
gud enough.......u c thts a evolved need
and pain is again constant

so I tell ye just 1 thing go home, be happy and sleep tight .....
....and dont crib or else u'll always be cribbing otherwise fer ur entire god dammed life....

I can read your mind......

Back after a long long time.....
....been arnd seeing arnd......but thr ain't much time fer that

lets c then I got a distict pleasure of being in a major time flop skit, that rocked like hell.
I dunno how many of ye felt that but it is a flippy floppy feeling of being hooted....
Kinda weird, but then who am I to say that I'll be making gud and interestin skits,
fer I am no actor, just a tiny little fella......

ppl say I sing like the trumpits of war, akin to cryin of wolves,
I can command 100 legions to fight fer me if only I spare them the song of joy

now the sad part is that I was supposed to sing horrible, like the cryin of a banshee, and that
was supposed to be humorous,
and I did do just that, truely horrible, so horrible that ppl hooted and begged fer forgivness
"Why are u doing this to us?????"
and I thought that this is just the humour.....
evidently v have quite a different view on humor...

but I felt neat fer the experience is rare.......
may god help u 1 day to feel the shadow that just passed over me.......

".......may thy way be crossed and spirit be cursed, for none survive passed the dead..."