Ishkhaqwi ai durugnul

Im back in office and my coping some whiles, that wud take some thing like eternity , so Im
bck writing somoe thing......
thr is this certain frnd of mine who is pretty refined in his taste of songs....
somehow, I never disliked ne song that he made me listen to...
ppl call him the thin one....I just like to call him the loved one.....
so he mailed me this song piano man by bill joel...
and I spent abt 3 days listening to it.......
again some gud song from a connoisure of music....

may god bless him

bad bad bad day.....

monday was bad enough followed by another bad day.....
may be I shud go to sleep for a while, instead Im listening to hard rock
try to ignore wht is going on arnd me.
The sound of the microfone wont let u hear even wht the person sitting next to u is saying
In a sense it is gud, less u have to think abt, the more u can choose not to think at all
Its the been the same thing every day, for many a days now.....
morning( which is actually close to afternoon starts with sweet songs, sort of country style....
by 2-3 , the music a little louder , sort of a pop cult...
by 5 pm, its all rock loud in ur head.........

u know wht......here is one of my fav lines ...kinda true isn't it
Cop663: You like noisy music?
Faye: Yes. The louder the better. Stops me from thinking.
Cop663: You don't like to think? What do you like?
Faye: Never thought about it.

The trilogy.....

if ye believe me , this is the first time Im writing ane thing fer that matter, after the schooling days
where I wud b writing essays.
after that thr was never a need to use ur head and write fer that is some thing I dont really like
neither writing nor reading much
therefore I can count the novels that I have read on my fingertips.....
I read them more out of necessity rather than out of interest....such as I gotta read harry's and the potters because u just heard a lot abt them,
then u say one day......lemme read the first one , its pretty thin indeed...
next thing u know is that u have read all six of them
The other one wud be the Lords who ruke the ring....
u watch the three movies 'n' number of time , still u almost know all the dialogs, just
before they are abt to be popped out ....
then u say, thts enough and u gotta read the novel now.......

this novel is unlike ne others in the most unusual fashion.
If u cud somehow sit inside the head of Mr. Tolkein, then u wud be in a very busy place
indeed.

In his work, some how every thing comes to life, the rocks begin to complain,
the birds become the spies for the evil master, wizards come to the life and thr is magic
abt every thing in the air.....

It just happened that I was quite fixated on the idea of a shadow.....something quite personified
by Mr. Tolkien.....
the elfs cud c into the past and the future but ..."not in the land of mordor whr the shadow lies"
This made me wonder if shadow is something akin to fog of war in aoe if u have ever played
this gr8 game which wud sure be a legend of our times.

The only difference is that the line of site here is not just the present, but future and past as well
quite fascinating isn't it......
also the shadow seems to have a will of it own, like the ring.
creatures complain and happiness dies whr the shadow falls....

If u ask fer it at ne length, probably u wud see it every whr , as u go to work, study in ur
rooms, peep out of ur window and it hanging up, but sleep now fer now, fer this quest is not urs
though u mite find urself playing a part in it before the end

..........................Ishkhaqwi ai durugnul.................